Not to be a debbie downer on this last Monday before Christmas but I am going to be one for a little bit.
Just talked to my sister in law yesterday and she is pregnant. For the 6th time. Did I mention that she had her tubes tied after her 5th child? Yep.
Don't get me wrong, totally happy for her, who wouldn't be. Obviously, God wanted her to be a mom of one more child.
But it just makes me wonder, why not us? Don't we deserve another gift from God?
The sad thing to me with this news is that, Lew actually seemed a bit sad. Like, why does she need another kid, when all we want is just one more? He doesn't think she should be having another child but evidently God has other plans for her. She is blessed.
I thought this would be the month for some reason. But over the weekend I could feel all the signs of my period coming on. We all know them. It hasn't come yet but it is supposed to arrive on Christmas. Great. Not the particular gift that I was looking for. I try to think back when I got pregnant with Will but I really can't remember having any pregnancy signs. Maybe I was too busy working 10 hour days to notice.
Thanks for hearing me out. Glad my sister in law doesn't read this because I would feel really bad.